Last night was a fucking mess. A complete and utter mess. I think I can manage things with Narc when I simply can't. I'm tired now. Spent the afternoon with BigSis and the evening at AA and then talking to Cherubino and then walking and talking with Pixie for quite some time. I don't have it in me to do it again here. But I seriously need to fix the way that I'm handling all of this.
Fuck, fuck fuck.... A MESS!
I'm going to try to hit two meetings tomorrow. I need help.
love,
h
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Hyde, did you drink? Did you? I hope everything is okay. I could give a fuck about Narc, but you on the other hand. Please update soon and let us know YOU are okay. Please?
No, I didn't drink. But I did experience a lot of abuse and did nothing to protect myself from it or remove myself from the situation. Thanks for worrying about me...
love,
h
It's good that you recognized the need to seek help and talk to your friends. Like abbagirl, I was worried, and am worried.
Thinking of you...
You are in my thoughts, sweetie.
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